The King ... I see signs of purple all around me. Once this made me think people, some where, hidden from me, supported me. Though I distrusted purple, as I did all colors at first. Learning the tactics used by people made me assume they could not be on my side. I had no clue yet that I would be choosing between the lesser of two evils over and over, and will to the end. Less evil, the better. Pretending evil does not exist because you turn away from the hard decisions, is part of the problem.
There is a personality type or whatever that dehumanize everyone around them, finding their sense of welfare not in community, but in drugs, sex, video games, the web. Ten edged swords. De-humanizing anyone goes against the God I worship. There are reasons to fight. I will not fall on my knees before the enemy to prayer, I will be killing them. 'There is a time for war... a time for peace.'
My questions are so many that I tried to ask one and so many flooded through my mind, the original question washed away.. I would like answers about purple. If this is religion, and I am a leader in this community with some, this you were able to make clear enough for my simple mind. I do not wish to be the last word on anything, much. Golden Rule. That is all I need to operate on. Refine it as you will, to me it means treating each other as we would be treated, in all ways. Even if that meant killing back.
I wish to be a more turn the other cheek Christian, and follow the King example of real strength, which was taking the torture for the cause. I however live in war zone, and to ignore that may get people killed. I pray to all that anyone anywhere hold Holy, that I amd those I feel at my back, or shoulder, are at peace.
I do not ever want to stir up anti-Jewish thinking again. Before the oct 7 horrifying slaughter by Hamas, my writing about the Palestinian peoples plight, put up movies of theirs -- on a facebook account I abandoned. -- looked like I despised Jews, and a Jewish friend pointed this out, and also how Jews were still used as red Herrings, as we see the Jews Run The World and want to enslave us, we miss the industrialists who are trying to do this. Musk is not Jewish, he just acts like that when his anti-semitism is showing. He does not have to pretend he is not a racist, being from South Africa is not always a sign, but when they are racist, it is with a life time of stupidity reinforced by his tiny mind.
I wish something I had tried to make contact with you would work. Physical. I do not if this is the terms of my imprisonment, or my being a Hostage.... whatever, you do not want to meet me, or you cannot. I understand if I am a big deal , like I was when, in the first few days of this, I wrote Come To Me, and the news showed every high way into Chicago blocked. I then said we should do this at home, safe, like hobbits. Later, in the midst of the Christ thinking, I would tell you people could come to see me, but different groups brought in, poor and rich.... I met a lot of amazingly puzzling people during this time period, when on Estes. I was still a mess, but the misunderstanding, which I think about all the time, and how could I not... how an argument and a plea with Jackson to work with me could become what they did. I grew anomered of a phrase with gauntlet, but I hardly understood them myself, let alone how they were interpreted. I got no response, so I figure it was just another of my futile attempts to see the real world, or connect with someone who knew about me..... the horrible shocks to follow, never shook my belief in Johnathon Jackson, though I gave up on the reverend, thinking his not answering me was the end of it...
I am and was even more so ignorant of too much to comment on what I know. I would not anyways.... the past for me has to be the past and stay there, as much as possible, for me to function . A painful history book one consults so they do not repeat the pasts mistakes. But now and the future it leads to is I guess the shift in consciousness my present writing will be doing, though I may mimic an entire movement that knows more than me, I will study, learn, and plan. A mad plan. An Ark. Let them call me crazy about wanting planning done for the coming Greenhouse Effect... The refugees, etc. Or do the governments plan on moving underground and leaving us on our own.... who can tell.... so I worry about the common people. What will they do without some kind of help from us now... what little I can give, will be words that inspire deeds.
The Hampton .... that or something with his name in would be great for the first center here.
So, I cannot write what I think of purple, or brown, or blue, or yellow.... orange I am trying to define myself, but that is elsewhere. This is the banned blog I come to for those who I know follow it all for some reason, or get clips of what is important, etc.
Anyways, I have also been thinking of Kevin Hart, winning the Mark Twain Award this year..... so many awards were given just to show that world was fight me, because it would be people I truly went after for a bit, like Adam Sandler, who I know nothing about at all. Except a few incidents in his life, most were positive. I wonder if he supports this bombing now, or Howard Stern.... I will not hate someone over being a zionist, though after this, I will certainly distrust them ethically over how they are responding to this. It is one thing to have a few ideas in your head, another to back a genocide over one. Never become an ideolouge. Humans are more important than most ideas... and they do not fit into most ideologies.... which are myths, to being with. Humans are difficult to govern, in case you have not noticed.
I wish it to be known that I will not hate with you anymore, if I can help it, and most of the time I can.
Go in peace and prayer.
