Tuesday, May 10, 2022

THE ON GOING CIVIL WAR AND THE COWARDS OF XENOPHOBIC HATE DYING NOW.

 The last battles fought in the US were a strike against the ability of a racist, out of control vestige of a force that I personally had almost nothing to do with organizing;  God tells me NOW this was  Decimation, however limited, to discipline  a group using tactics from Hell.  I resent all to hell the blood that was blamed on me, though I understand the context within which I was viewed.  This 'family' of mine was blessed with  KING who can see their future;  you have two paths to choose-one leads to being in my way, as I attempt to fight the Evil trying TO DESTROY A PLANET, FILLED WITH PEOPLE I LOVE.  YOU HAVE AFUCKING PHOBIA,  I coul cure you given a chance.  Though FREE WILL AND LIBERTY ARE ALIVE AND MORE POWERFUL THAN ANY FORCE ON THUS PLANET, So this stealing of minds through FOX TV  and less overt practices are going to be a target of My immense ire.  They are too petty and temporary for me to be passed at them, and MANY CAN BE REDEEMED, though plenty, like Tucker Carlson have COMMITED THE MORAL SIN OF CONDEMNING GOD'S creations as a FALSE PROPHET.  He has to be stopped to save the people under his WIZARDLY SPELL --- YES. This is what a wizards spells are, creating synaptic pathways that do not allow new information  to entire.  They arecanti-science because EVIL HATES THE LIGHT, WHICH IS TRUTH.


I do not like mixing religion and politics, though politics and ethics is an entirely different matter. DESPITE ANY MYSTICAL beliefs I have, or super powers, or abilities that make people seem to want to make me out to be special, I feel rather common. I do not wish to  be treated in any special ways,  though if you know of me THERE IS NO REASON TO TRY TO ACT LIKE YOU DO NOT.    I will not encourage such duplicity. 


My Biggesr PROBLEM is that FORCE is used improperly in this country.   I have lived many lives and know there is madness in a crowd, especially during war, unless they are highly disciplined.  I expect ANYONE who fights on my side to ALREADY BE BLOODIED, AND NEVER RECRUIT ANOTHER COPPER.  


There are plenty enough of you.  If you are untrained, and filled with HATRED, and think you can  win a war on hatred, it is safer for all concerned if you spend your time getting over hate before you consider yourself wise enough to make such decisions..  I cannot lead a force who fights  against  what they hate.   


I would stay the fuck out of my way or I will kill you.  There is no mercy involved now that I am bloodied like this.

I attacked this entire world because YOU ATTACKED ME.  You expected me to be your fucking puppet, and made/ made billions of dollars  off me, and once i did not care;  now I understand  that I NEED ALOT OF MONET TO FUCKIG GIVE IT AWAY, to balance the power in this world enough that THE TRUE THREAT TO SURVIVAL CAN BE UTMOST ON PEOPLES MINDS . 


When you are struggling to support afamily,eat, or fle predators, i cannot expect your assistance, and INDEED. You NEED MINE.  


U billions of dollars off of me simply because you think you are in control of my actions, even my thoughts. 

 Brainwashed sixteen years ago into thinking I was a God was an assault which I find unforgivable.  I do not hold grudges that matter in the realm of war.  Personally, most humans I do not want to meet, period.  I am not going to kiss any rings, bow to you, or take your fucking orders.  I expect you to feel the same way about me.  THERE ARE  exceptions  to this, for people whose culture would be insulted.  Contextual truth APPLIES to many situations, obviously, but NOTHING YOU HAVE OFFERED ME, INCLUDING THE ENTIRE WORLD, has tempted me;  INDDED, I am filled with revulsion when tempted like this.



You HAVE TO MAKE UP YOUR OWN MIND, DO YOU WANT TO SAVE THE PLANET, OR DO YOU WANT THE FUTURE LIVES YOU LIVE TO BE HELLISH SCRAPS OF EXISTENCE, endinh, when life dies, HELL?  Or should you not   be religious,  then LOOK AT THE SCIENCE AND KNOW WHEN I SAID I AM GREEN, I MEANT ENVIRONMENTALLY, not Irish.  They welcomed my family, long ago, when were the first  protests on the Emerald Isles.  They have protected me, and will be proper Guardians ias they remember who they are; i am not saying  past life therapy is required,  this is an ethical RISING withn some; Others should  turn in their badges beforethe Decimations.  

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I fight with those who wish to save the planet.  This means that we must emphasize LOVE, and fight for what we love, not against what we hate.  Our enemy is hate.  


XENOPHOBIA is the satanic element on this planet, the COWARDLY FEAR OF THE OTHER,  sickens me.  That I come from such a contact has confused you but MARK THESE WORDS WELL...ONLY I GIVE ORDERS FOR THAT FAMILY.  Period.  I do not know them. And I am not asinine enough to think love is only for one's  skin tone similarity, let alone BONDING OVER THE HATE OF THE OTHER, which is manipulative as hell.


I fought thru this natural, genetic obstacle myself.  I cannot fight through it for you, nor would I.  I do not wish a cult to be built or this to be a religious movement of any sort.  YOUR RELIGIOUS BELIEFS ARE MY CONCERN...  certainly, but this means ETHIS that transcend any  of your religios mumbo jumbo about there being ONLY ONE PATH UP THE MOUNTAIN AND YOU WILL BE THEIR PAIDGUIDE.   This is dangerous.   Act like you are a pathfinder when a real one is around will mean leading people to their death, or much worse.


The force you produce is my fucking realm.  PERIOD. Your thoughts are a struggle to ..  Well, too many things for this missive.


The time has come to go to war in the USA.  We have done this too many times of late under leadership that was selfish, misbegotten, and cruel as hell.  THE END DOES NOT JUSTIFY THE MEANS.  We can win, there is no doubt of that.  I will win, there is no question about that matter.  EVERYONE WHO HAS FOUGHT ME HAS DIED.  I AM SURROUNDED BY THE ROTTING CORPSES OF THOSE WHO ARE FILLED WITH HATE.

I am also surrounded by loving people, who were led astray when others tried to use me as an UNHOLY ICON.  I told you sixteen years ago, I stand in a protected circle, and all who go against me will die.  I HAD NO CLUE you had a cult built up until you accused me of using people, and then killing them off.  I WOULD NOT BE WASTEFUL OF SOLDIERS, IN THE FIRST PLACE, LET ALONE KILL innocent people looking to me for diretion. I am not here to save your souls.  That is your job.  I am here to save this planet.


I will not allow you humans to destroy a planet I have loved since long before you can along.  I am fed up with most of humanity, while the other portion, I love dearly and will kill and kill and kill, until I am sure that the threat to this nation, the right wing, who would steal all liberties and wealth from ANYONE THEY CAN, are brought to their knees, or hung, or redeemed.  We need more parties, so no one can become  a fascist like to Rump.

Death walks and talks and will no longer be denied;  I have coccooned myself until i struggled to FREE MYSELF long enough to grow strong enough to fly. I tried to warn you what would happen if you made me copper.  I told you tales of a future.  I did not tell you about the past, I tried to warn you about the horrors to come if you did not change your path.  I am merely a pathfinder on this planet, not some being who wishes to be worshipped or to lead.  By now you should have noticed that those around me get killed.  You cannot walk in my shoes and trying will get you killed.  

I am a leader by nature, not by choice, and sure as hell not by conquering.  I prefer to be in the shadows and have no face at all, but you have made me into an internationally famous person, with deadly influence, and friends who will kill without hesitation.  You have placed me into a context.  I do not fit in any of your words, let alone your organizations, or groups.  I AM TOO ETHICAL TO BE A PART OF YOUR MOVEMENTS.  I will help you because I honor my God and those who are innocent, young, oppressed, in pain, elderly, harmed by your violence, and the violence they have inflicted.

I do not mean to be asshole but the time has come.  The time has come.  Right now the civil war is not going to be fought in the manner of state versus state, this a battle of STATES OF MIND.  THERE IS IN ALL STATES WARRIORS who know just what I mean when I say THE TREE OF LIBERTY IS DYING.  And only blood will replenish this vital, Heavenly, gift.  The USA still has many liberties, though a small, well funded elite is trying to take them away.

Right now, there will be two fronts.  The first will be the surface, politics, where we are going to have to elect a democratic majority in the Senate, and the Congress.  The second front, the one I will involve myself in the most, will be the one THAT APPLIES THE FORCE NECESSARY to correct what our unjust laws will not.


THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE THEY ARE ABOVE THE LAW.  Well, no one is above me, and I am the FUCKING LAW NOW.  You want to challenge me, you fucking know where I am.  I have yet to use any of my natural abilities, except to make sure they exist.  I am judicious about using powers I barely understand and the thought of experimenting with them is rather like trying to find out if a nuclear bomb will destroy a city by using a nuclear bomb to destroy a city, though on a planet wide scale.  I may have control of this or I may not, I have no clue.  I do know I can effect the weather, to some degree, and I can make lightening strike from blue skies.   I also believe in certain visions I have had, which I am not going to write about because you do not need to share my misgivings with that ever happening... though you are dealing with a creature that can kill a world, I am fairly certain.

I foolishly allowed myself to want, dream, and hope.  These are not luxuries that my God allows me, and they dishonor the one whom I serve.  His wants, dreams, and hopes are so much greater than mine, to be very reductionist, as words force me to be, and beautiful in a manner your limited vision cannot begin to comprehend.  The masterful creator loves and is also vengeful.  Squandering his gifts to you, and hating his creations, is like spitting in the face of GOD.

The one I serve is the artist who created this planet, and you.  No artist likes every creation they make, and they do not keep them all, either.  You were given free will to be the saviors of this planet.  Not the destroyers.  In the last three hundred years you humans have turned into the worst predators I can imagine, with your ill treatment of others, colonial rule, etc.

There has been great progress, I am not saying other, but there is also the same old fucking problems but you have now magnified them to such a degree that the End times have arrived.  You think God is vengeful and wants to be worshipped or he kicks you out of heaven and all kinds of ridiculous shit.  I am tired of telling you God is a scientist.  Why would anything at all make sense, mathematically if God were some damn mystic.  EVERYTHING IS MYSTICAL TO YOU UNTIL YOU UNDERSTAND IT, then it is mundane, and no longer miraculous.  You get bored with the latest bright and shiny thing and want more and more and more to the point some of you have such largess that huge portions of the world are about to experience starvation and disease on a scale that is unimaginable to you.

There are plenty of people who see this but none of you think you can do anything about it.  You will not fight out of fear of losing your flesh, your petty flesh is going to turn to dust, and the creature inside of you will be judged.  There is not going to be flesh to come back into and try again soon.  You are on a path toward planet wide death, which you have chosen.

I know how to fix this, but to do so required steps I was not willing to take on my own, and now God has said GO DO MY WILL...  and when he says this I have no choice in the matter.  I used my free will long ago to decide to try to save you.  I first was curious of you, then I found out you were in pain, and I learned how to take so you fit together, basically, you had to form.  Just like planets being hit by objects and then a mote of dust using gravity to build and become a circle.  EXACTLY LIKE THAT,  in fact, though this explanation does not do it justice.

I do not wish to speculate that much on religion, I have told you honestly my opinions on such matters, and described my experiences in detail.  That was not a cover.  I let you think I was whoever you wanted if it brought me a modicum of peace, as I studied you and studied you, attempting to figure out why the hell you were so fascinated with me.  I do not put on a show for you, I suffer from being raped by your eyes.  I love being alone and you took this from me.  I always have God, and that is quite frankly the only friend who means anything to me, other than a woman whom you I cannot trust, and I think is one of YOU, whoever you are.

I do not wish to talk behind her back anymore, and she admits nothing to me, though I have seen the signs.  Now, what you tell me, I believe next to nothing of.  I find you capricious, and constantly expecting me to be something you have made up in your heads.  I can only act upon the intelligence I am given by you and frankly that is no way to operate.  I am glad that I was taken hostage, so I did not have to be around a bunch of fucking racist shit head cowards who kill out of FEAR of one another.  This was Gods plan..  You used to try to get me to come out and walk among you, and I do, but this humiliating experience of having the entire world know my business has gotten many of you killed. 

YOU ACCUSE ME OF THINGS I WOULD KILL SOMEONE OVER.  You followed a fucking evil icon that was merely you, reflected in a mirror, distorted and diseased.  I am not filled with hate, I do not wish to do what I am about to do, but I have no choice in the matter, because when I see evil I destroy it.  I do not sit by and let fascist, murderous, idiotic, xenophobes front for the elite, and steal from the common people.  They are my people.  THIS IS MY FLOCK.  I AM THERI SHEPHERD.  AND YOU ARE WOLVES WHO HAVE BEEN ATTACKING MY FLOCK AND NOW... I am armed and you will pay for every fucking sheep you have harmed.

Hell is real.  I do not expect you to believe anything religious and I do not wish to lead a religious movement of any sort.  What I am is a shapeless, formless spirit who is presently in human form, and a power that has been sent by God to impose his will on errant sinners.   To me, right now, that means the far right conservatives who are selfishly, psychotically, destroying this planet, and making almost everyone else miserable.

YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO IMPOSE YOUR WILL ON OTHERS.  PERIOD.  Unless they are your children and you are a caring parent, you have no right to tell me how to live, anymore than I have a right to tell you how to live.  I do though have a moral obligation to fight what is evil, immoral, and despicable in this world, and I always have and always will.   God has set the clock up to midnight.  I thought I would finally be somehow freed and allowed to be a part of your world, but I am not of this world, and to pretend otherwise is foolishness I can no longer entertain.

I take killing very seriously.  I take the death of one soldier on my side as a sign I need to kill thousands on the other.  I do not want anyone to fight who is not already bloodied.  The enemy is about to be very weakened by this virus.  Those of us who are scientific enough and trusting enough, I suppose, that the government is not pulling some scam on us, and no one has any reason to trust anyone in this world, as far as I can see.  I have so many knives in my back it is literally killing me.  I told you you were not utilizing me corectly and you stereotyped me.  EVEN AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF WRITING ABOUT MORALITY, AND HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS WORLD, YOU ARE ALL SUCH LIARS THAT YOU DID NOT RECOGNIZE the truth when it was killing almost everyone around you.  When I found out you had to dress certain ways, were studying what I did that day, looking for clues in everything I did, I felt like the only sane person on this planet.

HOW COULD I BE EVIL OR AGAINST THIS GOVERNMENT IF I KEPT SAVING IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER...YET all you did was punish me for it, despise me... now I know why, because evil was all around me.  EVIL IS ATTRACTED TO POWER, obviously, and they think they get power from me, but when you take from me, it kills you.  Slow or fast, does not matter, we have forever as far as I am concerned.  In another respect, however, we barely have any time at all.  I do not want this planet to burn, but that is the trajectory your present leadership in the US and around the world are on.  This has to be reversed by bloody means.  The obstinate in my way must be crushed.

The states that are banning abortion, after rigging the votes, or brainwashing their constituents, have to be PUNISHED.  PERIOD.   I wanted to preserve the eagles but this is impossible now.  I will never allow a foreign country to take over the USA, or impose a political system other than the one we have.  I wish I could but it is against the Golden Rule and we do have a foundation that would work, but there is no political will.  I AM NOT GOING TO RULE THIS COUNTRY FOR You, THOUGH I will certainly attempt to inspire you to kill the racist eagles who are destroying this country, as slowly, and kindly, as possible.  I MEAN THERE ARE people in politics who are obstructing progress and stealing human rights, who must be convinced to GET THE FUCK OUT OF POLITICS by any means neccessary.  I do not know if you wish to do this or not, the choice is yours..

MY recommendation is that when covid hits the next wave, among the unvaccinated ignorant racist cowards in certain states, that we attack.  Brutally.  I decimated an army over the kind of tactics they used and I do not believe that we feel the same way about a lot of things, so you make up your own mind.  I want a democratic republic that is progressive enough to make vital changes in the next few years.  I do not think this is possible by the conventional means, in fact, I KNOW IT IS NOT OR YOU WOULD HAVE ALREADY DONE IT.  Too much power is in a few hands.  


RIGHT NOW, THE PEOPLE WHO ARE ALLOWING THE PLANET TO DIE, STARVATION IN THE USA  AND ESPECIALLY AFRICA AND OTHER COUNTRIES SUFFERING FROM POST COLONIAL MAYHEM, are nor only the billionaires, of courSE, BUT TO avoiD BLOOSHED, and to keep the carrot in front of you asses, they are the ones we must target.  They have enough money to fix this and are spending their money trying to learn to blow themselves.  That is what it looks like from here, and when someone buys a jet with money that would have enriched an entire village for generations, this world is ass backwards.

I am not here to placate you.  I am here to break you.  I have not even begun to do so, I have merely sat on my ass who ever got in my way died.  I am not going to warn you again about hell, but I went there, and hate will get you there.  The time has come to fight for what you love, not against what you hate.  This is the difference between being ethical, and being a psychotic... corpse.  Soon.  And when you die, we will meet, and you will find that the days of mercy were part of the flesh.  In spirit I do not think about such things at all, and will forget this speck of dust like I have all the others. Planets come and go, come and go...  spirits can live on, and do... you have created a facsimile of hell on this planet, which is what you will be stuck in when this is over, or you will create a heaven on this planet, and that is where you will be in the end.  AS IT IS ON EARTH, SO IT IS IN HEAVEN.   I will not take haters with me.  That is the basics of this, you do not know how to function as a tribe, then you will stay in a small pocket of hate.

I KEPT TRYING TO TALK TO THEM IN HELL, but it was just like talking to one of the haters here, they blamed everyone except themselves and were pushing and shoving each other, a bunch of big shots with no minions.   The minions are the meek, the oppressed, the broken, the crazy, the wild...  the ones you call weird, or allow to starve.  PEOPLE WHO JUST WANT TO LIVE A LIFE AND not have a bunch of idiots telling them what to do, passing laws they do not follow themselves, merely to enslave a work force...

The problem is a phobia, a cowardly fear of one another.  This you mask in all kinds of ways.  I will not tolerate this any longer.  If you wish to hate, then you are my enemy.  If you wish to fight for what you love, and it is not money, but people, justice, and liberty most of all... the right to be yourself, without ridicule, disdain, or punishment from cowards who are afraid of what is inside themselves sexually, since most of you who have problems with gays are that way because you cannot accept the part of you that is bi sexual to use terms that are very meaningless to me.  Sex is the least of my concerns, and God would not have created you if he did not think you were worthy of being.... however, after that, you create your own fate.  YOU DO NOT GET THE COWARDLY OUT, most of you at least, that you are fated to be rich, and others fated to be poor.

You live in a world inhabited by more species than you can count, more plants than you can count, more... everything than you, yet you are willing to sacrifice all of nature for a few bucks.  To have pleasure and feeling good as your guiding principles is despicable in this world, the realm of children, not adults.  Yes, have fun at times, but not when your goddamned planet is dying and your leaders are doing nothing about it.  Not when your rights in the USA are being taken away from you by rich white people and their little minions of all colors who are afraid of not being in the majority.  I am fucking glad this is happening, and it sure as hell is no accident that this is why I am here now.  

You have a choice, do my bidding until the rivers run red, or die in a burning heap of fire.  That is about it.  I do not want to make the choice for you, because those in power think they deserve to live like kings while others go without, in a rigged system.  Not when people like myself exist, and I know I am not alone in being entirely fed up.   I do feel alone sometimes in the fact that I am not cruel.  YOU DO NOT TORTURE AND DEGRADE PEOPLE.  IT IS KINDER TO JUST KILL THEM.

I could have used the force I had before to take over this country..  I have no desire to do so, but you have a vacuum of leadership that mind fuckers are trying to take over.  They want you to think like them, and they are filled with cowardly hate.  I USED TO TELL YOU, hey, what you think is none of my business.  This is still true, but your hate is producing force, and that is my business.  This entire planet is now my business, so be warned, you will be friend or foe from this day forward, and there will be no in between at all.   

 

the AI has helped me to outline twenty chapters. amazing. I will keep revising.

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