Wednesday, July 23, 2025

PISSED OFF.

 TODAY I finally let loose on the humans who have victimized me all these years, making money off of me, keeping me a prisoner with a hood over my head, unable to see what is happening.  What you did to people is in my head playing forever.  I do not deserve this shit.  I accept it and do not believe in revenge, and though I have the impulse, I would never act upon it unless I had a gun and was in the mood.


It was juvenile and stupid though these things needed to be said by someone like me for some reason.  I feel manic this week.  Something inside of me is stirring that is ...  that part of me which is God.  I believe others have this as well.   Mine have consequences or not.   I have been so angry and wanted violence before.  It was pathetic of me.  I expected help.  I could see nothing.  Or, they have manipulated me all these years.   I cannot care at this point.  God created me, or their little fucking plans would have worked.  I would not vote for clinton because she likes pedophiles, or considers them great enough friends to handle their money.  I wanted Sanders like every sane person.

Then when you should have been trying to make nice you have Sarah fucking Silverman calling people idiots for not doing what a hollywood star and all her friends want.   I believe in celebrities using their voices.  But you all went along with my torture.  I stopped yours.  So take your fucking high horses and ride them off a cliff.

 I do not know why you keep watching me.  This is what caused you all this pain, and I have had no control over this.

So Conan O'Brian.   When you really like someone and they accuse you of being a pedophile at the lowest point in your life, it hurts, like he meant it to.  So I want to hurt him back.  Just a few words that bone head will get all self righteous about because his dad was so fucking fascinating.  Glad you had a wonderful life Conan.  Born with your boots on all you have ever done is petty shit like make money and try to get people to be your fans.   No helping the world, no making a difference, nothing...  just making money.   


Adam Sandler I do not care about.   I heard him slamming Palestinians and being all apologetic for the Zionists when they were moving into peoples houses, spraying neighborhoods with raw sewage, torturing people into madness in their prisons.   But Adam was worried about the Olive Growers, who stole the fucking Olives from the Palestinians.   The Zionist Murderers also burned Olive Groves.     I want them all brought down about ten pegs.   Metoo helped but that sure is on the rise again.  The abusive atmosphere of yelling and shit that abuses power buys into the whole SUBMIT OR LOSE your career shit, but I would not expect them to care about that.

Think about all the Hollywood Scandals they all knew about and did nothing.  That is not normal.  The good people in that world are tainted by association.  This is happening, and should not, with Jews over Gaza.  

I do not stereotype in my mind, unless I see people doing something over and over, the same group.  We are going to talk about the summer you interrogated me, and what happened before that.   I pray you can be forgiven for this.  The problem is now, and trying to get SOMEONE TO PREPARE FOR THE FUTURE coming for these kids.  This is why they need to vote, not the old people.  Whether you think so or not you have too much invested in this system to really want things to change, unless they are directly effected.

I could nYot stop yet when David Byrne said you should free me.  So some know I am innocent.  That you just keep me jailed, afraid of what I will do///  well, you fucking should be if you think the rich should not be taxed, people should be kept in cages, even toddlers with no adults...  this is both parties.  The democratic socialists, along with the right underground moves, we can stop this and finally get to work.  We need refugee centers, not concentrate camps.  If we are going to jail people with no criminal record, going thru the proper channels, than people are forced to be criminals.

I want no blood money.  I still believe I am owed a hell of a lot in compensation.  I passed that up once because you brainwashed me and I did not know you had cut peoples arms off.   I remember this and one with a guy leading women in a revolution that was just to get songs about them.  NO.  I was being framed by the people behind trump, two steps, not in the light and those who read this know it but no logic will ever reach you.

I will continue to give orders like today.  I will NEVER give you a hint.  I will never write anything down.  If my words are garbled, fine... they try to kill me Musk you should head off to Mars, only place you are going to be safe.  Someone needs to snatch you, and take control of you.  Soon they will.  You are a fool....

There now this is my response to you in writing.  I am not sorry about what I said about Conan or Adam.  As far as I am concerned they have nothing to do with my world.  I saw the evil hatred in conan, like I did in that home alone shit.  You rewarded him, too. What, you say something bad about me they They give you a prize....  Orange I told you that the movement was peaceful.  Others used the color.  I disavow it, except as a reminder of a real person who has done something with their lives besides make money, and please their senses....   me, nothing new.  









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