the white house is
sharks in a pool of blood
going kill-crazy.
Where are we going on this earth?
into the ground
to become dust
eventually decay as a planet into
bits afloat toward the largest gravitational field available
I left my body.
Twice.
Something exists without molecules
Will leave them when I die.
I od'd and died six times
My last vision flying out of my body into a red sun.
Very cool feeling that lasted a fleeting instant.
Then I was waking up having almost bitten my tongue in two.
I believe now we die in God's time.
Too many times have I tried to leave this body.
Premonitions perhaps of the torturous life to come?
God's will, will be done.
Now where is the power in this USA
as those I have fought
Knowingly or not
Since this began.
They raped my mind.
Decided I was Hitler and had to remove that...
Was that a personality inserted inside me,
or me not knowing what your colors meant and wearing brown?
Does not matter. You cannot change the morality of the one I serve.
You should be terrified of the one I serve.
You should also be much, much, much more terrified of me
than you ever have been
If you believe in God,
and the one you call his son,
because my words bear witness
in the book of life and death
to the sins and grace that determine
which journey a soul has be sent
to cleanse the hatred keeping them from God.
Maybe...
I can never be sure of what can be known
and what cannot?
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they are the children of God. Jesus said.
I like this of course we all know this to be true.
Those who profit on our wars spend the money
that could stop our extinction.
Still... I sit here thinking that if I went to a protest
I would be vilified.
I do not know my place in this world.
How you see me is now hidden.
The television has changed or gone back to or...
I have no clue what they are doing.
During this period all I can do
is offer power and praise.
Like the good Bishop on Democracy Now
this morning.
I have always loved him
yet when orange was strong they crossed a line
they kept out blacks and this I will not do.
I wondered when I saw him if he blamed me for that,
because I was an instigator but had no clue
who picked up the gauntlet and all that.
I sit back and watch where things go...
Realizing and trying to accept that I am not qualified
to say a lot.
I don't want to hurt peoples feelings for the hell of it.
I thought I was at war
with people who would not stop watching me.
I did not realize what a psycho world you have yet.
Now that I do...
I am sorry that merely making me angry pleases
Certain people. You have been through more than I know.
I see Adam Sandberg and Conan O'Brian come up on my feed
I know horrible things happened that was called my doing.
I am not going to take responsibility for what others did.
I am going to try to take responsibility for what I have done.
I apologize to Sandler and O'brian.
It doesn't matter how they feel about this to me.
It is not like I know these people,
or have anything that matters to say about them.
They have both made me laugh.
I used Conan as an example.
But what once bothered me is done.
I will not allow anything to stop me from the truth
though my way of expressing this has to change.
I don't want to bring more violence into this world.
Though I have to stop pretending this does not exist.
I see no way to use violence to get the USA out of their problems.
I see ways this can be done peacefully...
Then I remember a Peacekeeper stopped a mass murderer
from attacking an anti-trump parade.
Horribly killing a person.
So...
I will have nothing to do with it
though an old part of me
that fought so long still spurs
when an infection in society is cured
feels the moment with trepidation.
Nothing I would ever want.
Did not know the guys name,
though I familiar with the game.
Go in peace... or just go...
I have held my tongue on your Mark Twain awards
Why give you fodder I figure.
You are part of the sickness that took over my life.
You are part of the sickness that is allowing this country to die.
Coming after me when the real enemy
the one I have tried to fight since discovering,
will soon come for you.
I was used
and the trillionaire enslavers have now managed to get a president in.
I knew I was too ignorant to be president, personally....
Figured there were plenty of people more qualified than I am.
