Able goes off to war, Cain takes over in basic training; a combination of the two come home. Most think of the killing as a horror they would hate to see repeated. Or, I do. Violence is a necessary act in war. I, the person who did not understand who was using me, or why? I do not think this is some plan they have that is working. I think like always these people are going to lose. I know they want violence, but if this is not done peacefully, I do not believe it can escalate?
If I am wrong, it gets me killed or whatever plans if any you have for me. Trade me for time by sacrificing me to Trump. Do it if he threatens a nuke some night at 1 am because by three he will be stoned enough to hit the button. I am kidding. If he hates me enough to use a Nuke... well, I am not a threat to earthly thrones. Just not prone to accepting one myself. When a preacher talks politics, they become a politician.
I would rather die than kill, as far as my personal defense goes. If you are somehow someone who relies on me for defense, in any tiny way, than I will fight for you. I am copper. I am no longer in denial. I did not want this but it happened. Like enemies. I wanted a fight so bad for awhile. Thank God I never instigated but one on purpose... and I will always regret them all, as failures. I also went along with people I did not understand. Because I not only believe in equality, I think unless you bring in all kinds of people it will not work. I will work with my group or whatever. I thank you. I am humbled anyone is still around. White cats.
I do not care what your or my background is. If you do, God bless, but I have no culture really, that matters, other than midwest I will treat you how you treat me, kind of thing. A nice guy, I was once known as. Then a monster. In war. I encouraged this. I look ridiculous in my memories, bitching at people all the time. Or wanting them to like me. Which of course never goes away... But I am not allowing hate to infect me anymore than I can, I judge too subjectively.
I have said angry things that you give people awards for. Go up against me and win an award. I am sorry for you, the pain that scarred your minds and emotions so much, that you hate this guy in Chicago for shit the people behind your president did. And they had to brainwash me to get me all kill kill kill by the way. No such writing, except in over the top comedy, appeared in my work before this. I barely had any violence.
So, now I wish to apologize to people for what I did when I was crazy, but I was sane a lot of that time. Just misinformed. I was still me. Just smoked weed and another personality took over. And perhaps in times of severe stress, like the battles this decade. I ended up seeing my side lose. I am not the radical left, they did not survive, sadly. Could use them now, many of you think, might be right I cannot tell. I cannot tell if we had kicked him out and took over if I would suddenly find Chinese handlers with guns to my chest giving me orders against my country. Not a risk I was willing to take. Rather die. I did not see Trump using the police as he said as 'my shock troops across the nation.' I opened that bottle, let the machete wielding genie out of the bottle... odd his place smells of Sulphur and burning flesh.
I warned you about dictators having an SS. ICE. Do you blue know any liberals you would not like to see in camps, relatives or school teachers or whomever the hell. Maybe your priest or minister? Any immigrants? Remember 1/6 when the president cheered on police officers being attacked well. I will be there on the other side but damn, republicans just made your jobs a lot harder. All those violent reduction programs in Chicago are labelled DEI or something. Bunch of shit. Under Mayor Johnson we have our lowest crime statistics in years.
I made some serious overstatements, the kind that haunt me as I go to sleep, about Daly and Rahm. They were part of a system that would have ripped them apart had they not went along like way too many people for me to blame anyone. I did not do what I was accused of. Unless it was... but never skin tone.
